New Years

"The year starts in a different way, with some optimism, despite the fear for the humanity itself. More than three weeks, breaks in the countries, the gap and the distrust between opposite sides of a decadent society is worst and deep is part of the reality of this civilisation, however, minorities listen to each one of the others and they distinguish individuals from the mass. So, the optimism is due to the recognition of the small and intimate questions of the individual.  In a bizarre way, he discovered that his loyalty didn't have that price, any value described in currency or ambitions. But the impressive about the situations was not the rare conditions to be loyal in friendship. The important think is that there are others like him. And there are "good and beautiful people" who are traitors because the pleasure and profit is more important than the fraternity. In his dreams and in his reality the good people try to kill him. And in the worst case scenario are those that have principles to protect him. To respect him.

Convenient principles, human opportunity to be advantageous over the rest of the block, the society based in the profit and the politically correct. Biologically, humans are designed to forget, however, in the counter-design (natural), humans create culture and many manners to store experiences and to consult the lost acts. So, the foundations build story and legends: data to interpretation and the renovation, to have dreams, plans and purposes. Possibilities to make nostalgia and memories. False memories and facts. The memories about the love moments are diffuse. Her voice was not remembered. It is sad, but at same time, she eliminated him from her life. Without any opportunity of a reunion by the chance or opportunity by the past. So, it is easy to understood why the resilience in the humans, why the resilience in me.

Believers and lovers. The human being reacts more for fear than for motivation. Learning to be, the groups of people build fears, prejudices and sometimes knowledge. However, when the believers are created fanaticism appears easy. And the confidence is more evident in lovers, for the happiness and inspiration. The truth is that with feelings and knowledge construct decisions. No far in the time, I read that a great man is capable to read the small things of all his life. And describe in new tales his dreams and inspiration (not motivations). An history for the rest of the people searching a rupture to start a way.  Not a new path for an incredible new life, but yes different.

New years. Moon, sun and stars. If the dates are superimposed, the evidence shows that there are not any difference more that the significance made by the person: all the human civilisation overlapping (at same time) the individual being: the person. A calendar to observe, when the inspiration appears and the day which the date is not important. A calendar to see the past as best. The rat is here in a song and legends. Why not to build a poem?. For me, as occidental invasor is not understandable,  for me as an alien is not appropriate. I remember your sweet lips in me and the lust in the city yesterday, but now, the present is other: a future with me alone, attending a song without any reason. 

Optimism in the possibility of to be impressed. To find the moment and the place to find the inspiration and desire. In few hours after the confidence and reliance in a complicity to motivate love. Be individual in a civilisation without any space to be personal and unique. The world, is a beautiful place to be different and to see how the cities have more than fears and dangerous/single people attending dreamers and revolutionaries (artists in a profit enterprise, to survive).  I another world, he say when the communication between them is finish, we are together. She thought the same and she decide to fantasize about him while she masturbated in the bed..., but rapidly, she lost interest and without an orgasm decided to sleep. The night finish in a different way. "