Usually Ignored

"The sunset is usually ignored. There are a lot of bad things that the saturation (and the impunity) makes the civilisation insupportable. Sometimes, it is possible to get lost in other unreal worlds, but in the intimate desir the past arrives worst that the social present.  The words are not sufficient to describe the mix between desperation and frustration while the time makes this Friday in an other night in the hearth of a viceroyalty from an old sub-empire where the past in a continuos moment Today. And the habitants swim just to stay in the same spiral. Without leaving or just to drop in to  the hole to finally annihilate. A constant dying. Stupidly waiting the miracles invented by themselves and to be eternal victims. Innocents. And they all hope that their names are actually forgotten. Just the moment, just the six hours in the afternoon to escape of all responsibility, because I'm happy... and happiness is more important than principles. Because you, you are a shit left radical without understand that the world have an order, the convenient order where the promise is the hope of  the slaves.

There are not lights only shadows, however the effort to decorate with christmas lights (since October) the life of the city to forget the sins and to call some happiness in a connected world but stupid. May be the children can observe the lights (because there are not stars) and a new optimism can build without the failure of the Today adults. A swirl with the same reasons to stay in the effort to still in the same place. With the same acceptation. And in these years, his lips demands to his god the return in the future. Ignoring the pleasure of her lips for the others during more of twenty years, before the return. So, why now? it is stupid this kind of love story. Abnegation, resistance is only the excuse to still in survive,  the excuse of doing nothing.

However, In the past searchers appear the reason to say no. No more. The reason to revive was the frustration of the past, but it is obvious that that feeling have no future.  It is possible to continue believing the same lies (said by themselves) or simple accept that the time is gone. And everyday of the dream was a lost day and there are not any motivational word to justify the error. Yes, 6:25p.m. of a Friday and the time to think in the afternoons that were never and the boring Fridays at night is over. The past sometimes arrive with a hello, but there are not a reason to attend more. The convenience, searching forgiveness, is a simply feature of the citizen life. So, in the human life the freedom is about to ignore a possible answer (after the hello) and to scape of the spiral. Same if it dropped into the bottom of the same swirl or so much if it swam harder to scape and to see the fall of the others from an excellent horizon, alone.

Actually, there are the possibility to stay in silence. Any justification is sufficient and of course, it is not necessary to explain the evident. Some years ago, some days ago the human transforms the world in a collection of excuses to be happy for a few of moments, same against the others. It is not a question to attend. I see your miserable life and I have an an incredible need to look for a beer.  So, at least the others have forgotten me. And the idea is to walk into the darkness to understand why it is very important to forget. And to lost.

No more. The fantasy stories tell how the quest and returns make the lovers kiss passionately until a happy end. Nothing to wait, nothing to dream. Working as modern slaves, without the possibility to think, without the possibility of confronting or same to act in silence. The scream is very repetitive and the modern fights are incomprehensible. It is necessary to survive to pay the part of the American life-dreaming in a continent ignoring the other life. After the orgasm, it is imposible to see into the eyes. Why? it is a question of sex not of love. Just we need to fuck but there are not the capacity to say the truth. And the love? The other life not ignores the sunset."