"Same music than five years ago. Another airport, other country and the same sensation. By hazard. The words are written in another rhythm different, words are not really the descriptions of the things and the idea of two consciences (or more) in the same mind, in a constant battle inside the head, is the better to explain what happen with the world itself. Lines and clouds, places where the best description is rupture, unknown faces but glances known, lines in papers with traces of a deep personal drawing, the frustration in the sunny day when all must be good. Clouds in dreams, in the blue sky at Saturday morning, what about the contradictions? It is not the time for responses. The questions are for nights when the sadness in the dark room is the only possibility. Reality.
But, it is time to be happy. Sunny day and the beautiful smile remember the life to be in tranquility. And the happiness is to forget the restrictions in the society and religions. It implies desire and love. Independence and intensity. May be culpability but not restriction face the experiences. The right to be explicit, to feel rage and passion without the appearances of frivolity. The freedom to contemplate at time, without any pressure. The right to be one and individual. Significance of words as "two agains the world" means share in egoism. Abnegation is the acceptation of frustration. What things are principles and what others are prejudges?
Integrity, in others writings is the option to be in accordance with the principles. Prude is the virtue of the hypocrite to be part of the slaves, a collection of humans living with imposed rules to feed fear and dissatisfaction. At time, all reasons are accepted to build an excuse. But the only one valuable is ignored to justify incapacity and cowardice. At same time, all good facts are ignored by only one bad intuition to judge someone. Then, what principle can exist to accept the incongruence of the human mind? If we are to be judged by more perfect beings that we are as human (at least, they believe that), we must be judge by deeds and not by prejudices.
Shaping the future with us inside. The best description of the conscience. A model of the decisions and consequences. Just a bad prediction of the next seconds, because the rest in minutes, the rest in hours and days with more people inside is just a dream. An other model with the vagueness of the sacred tales where the women are virgins and the men warriors walking to the dead. It is more real the stories with lovers. The few seconds before the beginning are more exciting than the time after all starts. Then, causality and consequences is about our possibility to be free, to be responsible.
A modern human principle is the description of someone to be accepted by the others. Integrity is not about make the life in accordance with own beliefs but those of the others. Appearance and not essence. The mesure to be judged, to be accepted but never to be loved. Then, the desire is the real feel to believe because is basic and the consequences are not in the rules of the human community without pretenses. Then, it is time to be happy, to try the freedom to life in time without enslaving others in chains of commandments. The words about us, is the temporal description of no-one."
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