First in October, with title

"The last blog in September had not a title. Complicated, same if September was important, as forever.  After weeks, with the same frustration of all years and the longings, in the most ambiguous of the situations, in the middle of the everywhere, the words arrive with a simple title: awake.

Conversations and silences tell me the magical words, how the most beautiful phrases than I await in the past are wrote..., not for me. Shut up! In the silence of the night, different sounds arrive to tell me how a voice was not sufficient. And how the mermaid songs said that the past is the past... And never I will receive words or sentiments because the awful true is that all was a collection of longings.

I'm tired. But I need to awake. Past decisions is the story to forget. There are some people and a lot of events to not remember never forever. Erasing the mind to be free, to love (with passionate and real love) one more time.

Awake is October. Autumn is here. Precious time is only two words of other seasons and the time arrives in the mind, more than in the conception of the reality. First blog of October remains complicated but almost, in the complexity of the mind and my universe the risk to love is a simple variable of a life design. Interesting".