"I try to imagine my world many years in the future at same time that I try to remember it some years ago. My world, is the personal conception of the reality where I'm protagonist. Same for any people. In the conception, egoist, sometimes I arrives to be observer in the reality of the others, an interesting disconnection of my position as human being that allows objectivity however my perception of the world and, why not, a certain degree of criticism.
An interesting exercise is to be the observer of myself. And more, when the actions or decisions to observe are in the intimal level of the life. To be impartial, objective and really observer (without take a decision or ascribe a verdict) is not easy because everything can be explained or justifiable and never I'm responsible.
In my last exercise, without explain actions and reactions, a line of events led me to break certain rules. Me, as a subject under observation, is an interesting element that takes the control of reaction to not be fragile. On the other hand, as a surfer, attends the wave to ride without any security more than their possibilities and knowledge (not experience), because each one is an only one wave, and the past experiences may be are the collection of spectacular moments, but really different.
What about the personal rules? Personal rules are broken to justify maturity or evolution. But, they are prejudges and fears, a legalization of our mental barriers and our incapacity to be happy and to live in freedom. After a lot of years ago, In my personal "region" of the world, I discuss and create rules to justify my impossibility to live that I like to live. Nowadays, I imagine my world in the future with new rules to break, new passion, new love, new challenges to crate new worlds without change the actual.
In my personal and egoist conception of the world. I can't changes it. However, we can contribute to create new worlds."
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