"Good bye times, welcome End of the World. These words not build a very original phrase. 2011 was a normal year, with the same wars, same fears... and worst, same music and cinema. May be the absence of originality is a real signal of the end of the world, more than the Maya's predictions (What really predictions?).
In any case, for a lot of humans and of course, for me included, between today and after tomorrow, a rupture occurs with the end of the year. With the fears for the decision that they was not taken, the evaluation and reflection about the taken decision, the lost dreams and the future aspirations. I can't say that 2011 was a bad year. Indeed, it was the closest thing to a good year.
However, if today is the day before the end of the world, what about my life as part of the humanity?. My be my work was simple, without influence in the times or in the people. Despite the relative performance, the action was very individual. Ironically with poor achievement for human ambitions.
So, Why a good year?. I could say that I survived. Religious People will say that I am ungrateful, that a lot of people needs more than me, but I prefer the criticism attitude and recognize my limitations and the ambiguity of the activity results among the year. I survived and I had fun doing it. I can now see the snow fall and I review the 2011 days, away from the field to reinforce and to reinvent. The end of the world needs reinvention and reflexions before the action.
Now, I go to walk on the streets. A cold morning with snow falls. Shadows that sure think about the 2011 and the future. And me, as a regular human, with the same ideas about the little of the great humankind questions. A day before the beginning of the end of the world, I write about the calm of to see behind today. With each snowflake identified, a day of the past. After all, to see behind today is back one moment in the life".
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