"Sometimes I think in all times that a personage says that its heart is a broken ice rock. Juanita said me not long time ago, that a heart can stay in a secret place, a place that just forget it... the only place that we can leave to do not listen their beats, to do not be found by anyone. But in the end, Juanita was wrong... and she discovered that in reality, she had kept her heart in the same place, she ignores him to free his body. And in the end, when she attempted to deliver forgotten that heart (or rather return), she had changed so much to that its heart did not fit.
Juanita has cried but she is free. She is beautiful and exciting. She chooses and often, she without knowing be free some men. Tonight, I remember her quotes and laughter, also the stars on her face. Why? Because I have not managed to be free.
The problem with the choice is not to be selected. This is not a Juanita's quote but yes an inspired Juanita's deduction. Intelligence is may be the best attractor for me, but also the challenge. However, the problem arrives when the challenge not depends only of my decision. And yes, of a situation, a choice. After the Juanita's time, a friend said me that any people is involved in a subjective behavior. It is to say, that a person is how we induce their actions. Really, we speak of women. No matters what kind of woman will be, always, the induction of ourself behavior address their actions. And in the end, a choice will be to determine the relation. The choice... the silence that gives.
I don't know why I'm angry if it happened many times. Really, I don't know if I'm really angry... or blue. The good exercise of rationalize allows to be cool, however the deception. Rationalize is a Juanita's action that does doping any pain. Anything that other lover or a good drink with sleeping included fails to leave behind. For Juanita is easy and good. She has the stars on their face. For me, may be works thinking in how to change the world, and forget my little questions (another Juanita's phrase) until Friday."
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