Transcending in Time

"Apologize. Really feeling the pain caused and being able to recognize is perhaps one of the most human acts that exists. Then, only great humans, brave and compassionate beings, intelligent people manage to do it. As much as dropping the sincere tears on the cheeks. However, to recognize is to take responsibility, to be simple and many times guilty. Day after day, bravery is important to establish power and forgiveness is considered a failure, whoever asks for it is said to be a loser in the present. And the present is more important than posterity in this civilisation. She stay pride. She could still not even pick up the phone but just walk down the street and get whatever she wants (or with a click). She does not respond, why do it? Still, the annoyance for he could be superior to any past love, despite her words in the afternoon walking in Monterrey, her tears in Paris and of course her orgasms with he. Nothing new to hear from he - she said every night. later, she usually sighs and cry trying to escape in dreams with the love of all her lives. 

Darkness and fear is about how the good feelings were forgotten in behalf of the profit now. Consequences are measured in these times and how the satisfaction is guaranteed until the eyes close this night. Tomorrow, for the citizen is the illusion of the consequence and the responsibility.  What consequence in a country with prize but not with value? Fortunately, the world is diverse and there are places where the value transcends in time. The value of one person against the prize of all the people. Extasis by their lips and a couple of orgasms before sleeping together cuddling. Present in love and may be in the future. Why not? If not, their friendship would allow them to smile when meeting in time: woman and man. Night and day in a big bed where the words and movements transcend in time. One night in another Friday of June, the strokes on a canvas will recall feelings and not just the shadows in contortion making a story of darkness and pleasure.

Transcending in time, humans can deconstruct the building of the sorrows and can be understood every one of them (itself), as part of a living society, not a simple group in survival, existence and sometimes in resistance. To accept but not to deny. Acceptance in knowledge after the possible dialogue between them and the nature. Knowledge to create and to preserve life no to kill and to destroy the possibility of the future. I should have followed my instincts that night, beyond my fears. One thing is love and desire and another is the belief of love with desire. However, a problem with the rules and the format of the life is the ignorance of the feelings and the frequently confusion with sensations. I see her body and her lips and how that night the music was perfect for our looks, it was perfect many times... after years, I'm face to the destruction of this part of the world and she is in freedom, far away from here, from me. 

Acceptance should not be confused with resignation. And with these kind of phrases the evolution and revolution of the mankind follows against all status quo. May be that's why the knowledge is so scary and the power does what it can to ban or to confuse the people. However, the truth even if the power don't like it is there and eventually, it cruelly appears. Friday night in summer, 9:00 P. M. and silence. I missed her voice and how her life is an adventure against the system, but also her moans with she felt me inside her. I like her, I loved her. But, after the awful truth (for me), the love changed for affection. Respect remains and I missed her voice and the stories of how her life is an adventure in an interesting world. I can still be her, but not love her anymore. After days and months it is possible that I missed her voice and her lips, but now, I'm in silence, transcending in time. 

One day, the complete truth will give the raison meaning to oblivion but also to transcendence. However, for justice, understanding today the most important facts is necessary and accepting its consequences, a future in evolution is possible. Facts and actors of the human society to take responsibility of the civilisation face to a new world, not a new order. Order and freedom are antagonists in a necessary revolution to guarantee evolution.  Yes, I'm sorry. I said it before and even my tears run down my cheeks. Now, I need other lips to pick them up. Maybe there will be another night when my lips are between your legs and I am in your mouth, but there will be no more tears. Desire but not love. Sensations and not more feelings to arrive to the morning of the day after tomorrow."