A Map, A year

From: http://blog.iqmatrix.com/how-to-mind-map

"A year. It is was the first phrase in my mind after awakening.  No more sentences or memories, only the idea to reach something dressed of goal. Two day after the idea and in my mind the ways are not in any map, they have not drawn, because there are not land to trace routes, may be an extreme sea with all tempests. Sometimes an extreme calme without wind of starts to follow. The tranquillity to stay in the desperation of the same place, for a long time with the preoccupation to arrive in the end of the day to say, I'm here all time.

What about the others? In the personal story of some of them, the commodity of the limited space in a social "status" is sufficient to do no observe the sky. For them, the stars and the clouds are the same because the eyes are only addressed to erase the visions of others. No passions only frustrations and awful rules.

In a first person, I think in the last five years. In the non-real decisions to return and in the non-real decisions to not go one more time. Why non-real decisions? Because the motivations were felt and they were not discussed, intended. Now, outside of the passions and pressions, it is possible to think that I make bad decisions and worse, I not really taking any to return. And now,  the idea in my head about a year more, it is the only traced way in the map of life.

Inspiration and passion can be excellent motivations to follow unrealizable plans. There are not any end, only new feelings and new challenges in a diary travel with a constant horizon as the only boundary. Time can be a limit. However, after the year?  I don't know. It's a good question for the 21 mars of 2016."