Coder Things... and Coder Thinks

" Last days were rare and with a connotation may be named "sad". A wonderful woman wrote in their blog's profile that to appreciate the happiness is necessary to live sadness. Others write that the sadness is not necessary, only when there are real causes (may be).

If I think now in the origin of my sadness of the last week and write about, people that read this blog think: it is ridiculous sadness. In the world there are thousands or millions with real reasons to be sad, very sad. However, now, I already received the moments of joy.

My life now is the life of a coder, more than a researcher or scientist. The idea of this personal experiment with my life is to take technical knowledge and to know technical features to propose, in the future, realistic projects. What about the sadness or the joy? . Clearly, this personal tests is like a code, a program: I declare the variables and define a blueprint to build a life proposition. Exploring the fundamental proposition, the base (in a high level in any case), the pressure, the transcendental questions and more... only for five months.

In the first week, I known my terrible limitations. And all my technical deficiencies. Also, ideas like the life as a computer extension or an predefined time with limits and borders went through my head. May be the sea and the sun... or the white mountains help me to survive despite the winter time..., but is part of the experience to know what about my life in the future. What I want... and what I can.

However, loops and conditionals appear in the cycle, the question is to find the exception and escape. Why exceptions?. Because the loops are in the life like accurate conditionals. The exception allows break free.

Now, I stay in a pause in the midnight. In few minutes I try to design the solution to tomorrow. I keep to thinking in English or in Spanish or in French to think in Java. System.out.println("In fact, is only coder thinks") ".