The Difficult Task to Write, Read and Criticize"

"I needed several days to write the first post of July. Normally, some ideas appear in my mind and write is not a complicated task. But, may be for the activity in these days is very hard.

Precisely, now I think that is interesting to write about the hard work that is to write and translate ideas and abstractions in words. Independently of the language or way, the construction process of concrete discourses is not easy for many people. I think that is because often, when we were children, adults have learned us to be in silence.

Shut up! , don't cry!!, don't yell, does not laugh!! , happily, I think that it would be worse..., adults could say me does not think!!!. I don't not how is nowadays. But, the children of my age are now adults, and I am scared that my generation says the same sentences.... and adds the prohibition to think or to feel (... or the fear to do it).

I have a problem to say everything what I feel. And to write correctly everything that I can make specific. Since 80's year I write..., but always I have problems with the ends. Often I have problems to read my words..., if I re-read an own text, the probability to publish my ideas is negative. May be the exercise of this blog is possitive because sometimes I review my posts and I correct. Sometimes non-follower friends (now, I only two official-registered followers but a dozen of people read me) are the courage of correct-me. These are other important points: the impossibility to make an auto-critic or to accept a critic.

The postgraduate cycle that I'm finishing now (or almost I hope that it will be sooner), learn-me to make more auto-critic and to write more. Also, the fact that I am in France allows to me to make more criticism ;-) ... but with a responsible criteria. It is to say, with arguments.

This posibility of criticism action is in two ways..., I receive different points of view about my contributions, actions, works, researches and my own positions. I have the possibility to discuss too. And I can confess that in the beginning is hard... they are fear, frustration (may be rage?), inclusively by the more simple comments. Today, if I don' receive a criticism, I am worried.

Then, finally I could write this post. The first post of July, in an excellent summer French time.... and I hope that you can write-me your criticism words... without take into account the language... but yes your deep necessity to express you".